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Hi, it's been a while!
Since last year failure, I decided to take my time and study for entrance exams by myself, meaning, I can manage my time around more freely now and so far, so good! I've been studying, drawing and attending japanese class and it's so rewarding to feel like I'm improving once more! Being able to manage priorities and fun is great, unfortunately I understand that I have one shot at that, if I fail again at entrance exams, I don't know what to expect from next year and that thought have been haunting me for a while, but I try to ignore the fact by studying more until I feel confident again! ò uó)9
Anyways, I think I deserve an explanation to my disappearance on DA, but as of late, I noticed people I once followed here were abandoning this platform for tumblr and twitter and along them, I transitioned as well, so if you're still here and (somehow) missed me or my contents, you can check my twitter account ! Keep in mind I talk way too much and my profile is a big mess of complaints, RT's, comments on the most trivial things you wish you could imagine and, of course, drawings! I've been more active and drawing way better than I did last year, so go check it out if you wanna see WIP's and stuff.
Now, for the main announcement: I'm on Patreon!
I've been pondering whether I should give it a go or not and came to the conclusion that I can only improve and get good materials with tht kind of support, so if you're interested on the rewards, go check it out my PATREON PAGE HERE! Suggestions are always welcomed!
Peace out!
Since last year failure, I decided to take my time and study for entrance exams by myself, meaning, I can manage my time around more freely now and so far, so good! I've been studying, drawing and attending japanese class and it's so rewarding to feel like I'm improving once more! Being able to manage priorities and fun is great, unfortunately I understand that I have one shot at that, if I fail again at entrance exams, I don't know what to expect from next year and that thought have been haunting me for a while, but I try to ignore the fact by studying more until I feel confident again! ò uó)9
Anyways, I think I deserve an explanation to my disappearance on DA, but as of late, I noticed people I once followed here were abandoning this platform for tumblr and twitter and along them, I transitioned as well, so if you're still here and (somehow) missed me or my contents, you can check my twitter account ! Keep in mind I talk way too much and my profile is a big mess of complaints, RT's, comments on the most trivial things you wish you could imagine and, of course, drawings! I've been more active and drawing way better than I did last year, so go check it out if you wanna see WIP's and stuff.
Now, for the main announcement: I'm on Patreon!
I've been pondering whether I should give it a go or not and came to the conclusion that I can only improve and get good materials with tht kind of support, so if you're interested on the rewards, go check it out my PATREON PAGE HERE! Suggestions are always welcomed!
Peace out!
How is it going?
I passed through a lot this year, more bad than good experiences and I'm willing to start anew next year. For once, I'm quitting cram school, because fuck that, all it gave me was a stressful time with insomnia and anxiety which didn't bare me any positive results.
I failed miserably on the exam entrances for the universities I intended to apply even though I gave it my best shot, it's just an unforgiven exam I tell ya! I was so focused on that that I barely drew at all this year and that kept me worried for a while, but now that I'm done for this year, I'm coming back little by little to my old self, so expect more drawings for the next mon
Just curious
How many of you would be interested in comissions if I ever did? I may try someday if enough people show interest :)
Cram School Report
It has been barely a month since I started cram school (maybe 2 actually... I don't even know anymore...) and I'm already suffering.
Lately I've been too tired from the rough schedule I've been through and feeling less motivated to do stuff. I got sick 2 times since I started cram school because of stress and I lost a whole week of classes, which stacks up on the endless stressing cycle. I'm this far from losing my shit and just to hold it together takes a lot of determination and energy as well, so other than stressed up, I'm tired as fuck too, problem is: I still got no sleeping pattern, so sometimes I get too anxious and get too little ti
Cram school
It's been a while since I last wrote a journal, gotta sweep the cobwebs and dust in here.
So, I just started cram school last week and it has been tough to keep up, but I'm getting the hang of it and dedicating a ton, which makes it harder and harder to draw during the week, so I'm trying to at least produce something at weekends - not that I was producing massive content here anyways... but you know, just saying it's gonna be a little more quieter in here than it already was.
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